at times i wonder, has such deep pondering brought us any nearer to what we're searching for? or for that matter, have we even defined our goals clearly? Philo seems just like a didactic approach in seeking and reasoning out anything and everything; with hardly any concrete results to show. i can puke more than just blood this time round. countries all over the world emphasising on broad-based education. arts complementing science. what a mockery. i certainly dun give two fishes abt those circuitous discussions that expounded boring issues like happiness at length. i really did try to be interested but failed miserably. its nothing but idealistic qualities and utopian states that we've been trying to attain (without much success) since eons ago. quixotic and just won't fly.
and so in between my breaks yesterday, i started surfing on youtube, one of e sites i go to whenever im bored. wah this is really a portal to gd entertainment man. i can just watch video after video w/o feeling sian at all. i present to u my fav of the day:
omg, i luffed like crazy over this clip too, esp e part when he flung his cloak off. its so spastic! yet it cleared away my sunday blues haha . amazing what Jesus does for me! =)
on e other hand, spring is upon us! temperature's hitting above 10 deg at last yay!! dun have to wear so much when gg out now, but i can foresee higher laundry expenditure. shall think ways to economise, since my 'skills' have enabled me to do laundry once a month, or even once in 6 weeks, amazing isnt it? hahaa, the pile's always mountain-high, and i perpetually have a tough time squeezing it into the washing machine...

and e nite before, i caught crazy horse paris! not exactly what i expected. i enjoyed it, and i found it really colourful and artistic, but i left feeling a bit short-changed. how so, i cldnt place my finger on. its like watching a thai-girl show in thailand. i tot e latter wld be entertaining, since ive heard so much abt e feats the perfomers can do. however, it was more of a crude freak show that served as nothing more than a sobering reminder of the 'plight' those ppl were in, and how they must have felt while doing those acts. ok, i digressed. i tot initially tt a cabaret is all about sleaze masquerading as a more cultured form; with slow/catchy music and muted,coloured lights to make the lolitas look better, and also throwing in some nice glitzy costumes and cliché dance moves to complete the picture. i wasnt entirely wrong on this whole aspect, but still it didnt exactly fit e bill either. hmm i dunno also. watever it is, i urge u guys to go watch it in spore. i wld wanna noe the difference between the shows here and there. last but not least, i wonder if rockson's horse wld go crazy after watching it haha...