holy shit!! ive already spent 2 weeks in singapore!! * wails loudly* that means ive only abt 8 more weeks here, boo hoo. it just feels so gd and comfy to be at home; not having a thing to worry about, not a weight on ur shoulders, just pure concentration on having fun. how shiok is that?

i still can remember the excitement as i boarded the plane 2 fris ago; i was so excited i cldnt sleep. i watched 6 movies in total, and upon landing, cleared customs as quickly as i could. thankfully they have this counter for sporeans that had quite a short queue. changi airport is really so bright, warm and cheery. e carpets, sofas, plants etc just make me feel gd, but the paris charles de gaulle terminal 1 has this exterior that reminds me of some alien colony. clean yet sterile, modern yet dull.

and contrary to those who felt that there are a lot of changes in spore upon their return, i found almost none. only some ppl have changed. sadly, those things that ought to change seem destined to stay forever e same. im constantly struck by ambivalence in lotsa situations these days, and occasionally its not easy to deal with them.

but it has really been fantastic to meet up with friends and having fun like before. it was as if the past 9 months just melted away amidst all the mirth and banter. i was surprised by one thing, however. before i returned, i expected myself to wax lyrical over every dish i eat, but that exquisite moment has yet to arrive. i gleefully await that day.

for now, its time for bed.

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