it has been more than a week since i last posted here i think. gdness such a long time... now i understand why some people dun blog all the time. you can really run out of things to blog about, and i think i'm gonna do a terrific job here talking about nothing in particular and just spewing rubbish all the way. hah i shall just blog for the sake of making it less 'sparse'. pathetic me am struggling so much with the html just so that i can have a song playing and i cant even do it. argh!!!! this blog is gonna be the most plain blog ever until it-challenged me gets some brushing up on skills. as for now, i cant even be bothered to type properly with capital i's and all. feeling quite happy tonite, wonder why. realised that i've a lot of mood swings nowadays, can be pretty annoying when you realise that you're down and can do little about it. somehow i think i miss NS a lot, particularly the company of the people in my platoon. at least there was something to preoccupy my mind and time then, compared to now where everything seems to crawl... tuition,work, eat,sleep,play, surf, go out etc, not to mention the lack of exercise... dun get me started. on the other hand its quite relaxing actually; but somehow it still doesnt feel right. its such a contrast to jc life where u have to juggle ccas with studies and family and frenz and personal time, while now i have so much time that im complaining...
anyway last week was pretty ok till i fell sick. it was simply too sickening for words, pun not intended . i really think i need to get a foldable/collapsible umbrella ( whats the proper name for it anyway) soon, the freaking weather is so wet nowadays theres no telling when you would be caught outside without shelter so its better to be safe than sorry. haha anyway last thursday i went to ps for lunch and watched spanglish ( i think its quite a nice film,tea leoni really looks fantastic at her age and paz vega is really really pretty. theres smth abt hispanic ppl's look dun u think? for one they have really nice golden-brown skin and their eyes are large, deep-set and can be so emotive they dun have to talk to convey what they wanna say... and thats just the eyes alone... anyway i digress ), after which i was supposed to meet a few friends for swimming. i was already running late and thus decided to walk to jc's house from the mrt even tho it was rainign quite heavily.worse thing no bus to his house somemore. smart choice lah, kenna drenched until can style hair just by running fingers through them. was shivering like some idiot when i finally reached his place. should have waited for the rain to abate first, damn... ended up rushing for nothing, some people can be late for an hour and smile it off like its nothing and no apologies whatsoeva somemore, wah, take my hat off to them lah, macham like queen of england or smth.
i remember congratulating myself while walking in the rain that luckily i was too lazy to wear shoes that morning,as my sandals were soaked to the core. turned out that perhaps wearing shoes wld have been a better choice. given the pouring rain, the others can go work out in the gym while i cant coz of inappropriate shoe attire.gggrrhhhh!!!! the rain stopped abt an hour later and i swam; and i think thats what caused me to fall ill.its so smart of me lah, catch a cold already still swim, but i was thinking that it would have been such a waste to make a trip all the way just to see the others gleefully do weights/run on the threadmill in a lush air-con gym and having them wave at me idiotically and smiling like fools really made me feel like doing smth productive ( read : swimming ), yet destructive in the end, ah, how stupid... not to mention that due to me skipping lunch earlier that day, i pigged out on char kway teow, wan ton mee and hot fudge sundae for dinner; coupled with a 5-hour chat on the phone later that nite till 3am in the morning and tadaa, full-blown sore throat with flu and fever. i could have kicked myself for being so dumb. usually i make sure i dun eat too heaty food lest i get a sore throat ( had tonsilitis since i was awarded in hospital last yr so throats exceptionally senstive) but was too hungry to think abt it during dinner.
anyhow im as gd as new today!!! haha. praise god man. by his stripes we are healed!!! and oh, im going to hongkong/shenzhen in may!!!! yay so happy!!! went to chinatown yesterday to recce, nearly fainted from pure exhaustion as was still slightly ill. went to at least 20 tour agencies before finally settling on the last one that we went to. 476 bucks for 5days4 nites, free and easy, is it a gd deal?? haha the rest of the agencies quoted at least 520 and above... anyway its late ,gonna sleep now...